"A Slave to Eros"

As a blogger who openly writes about his life and freely discusses his sex life, I get responses from all sorts of people.

  • Tops & Bottoms.

  • Hairy & Smooth.

  • Good & Evil.

The list above is just a small sample of the types of people who contact me.

I get lots of exciting messages from tops who describe what they want to do with my muscular ass (hint: their description always ends with their white DNA leaking out of it).

However, I also get messages from bottoms asking me how I shave my ass so perfectly (I don't shave any part of my body, my ass is naturally smooth) or asking me for tips on how to bottom better.

Many bottoms find it hard to believe that I'm so submissive and that I don't like to fuck. Here is one message that I got today:

"Do you ever, at any time, top? Your gorgeous penis would feel so great inside my tight hole."

I'm sorry, no, I don't fuck.

My utmost pleasure comes from a thick cock that parallels my own cock, inside my warm body. I enjoy playing with my thick cock while another cock is making love to my primary sex organ: my ass.

Most guys that contact me are fantastic.

But today, I want to discuss two different types of guys that have contacted me lately. Both are considerably older than me, and both had shown great interest in my blog and/or my ass.

But the resemblance ends there.

One of them is an awesome guy; he is the "Good" from the above list.

The other one is worse than just being evil.

What makes him more evil is the fact he pretends to be good. He is the kind of person that I would want every one of you to be aware of.

I wrote this post yesterday and put it aside to "roast." I don't like to attack people personally, and I wanted my emotions to sink before publishing this post.

After I had run 7 miles tonight, I took a shower and let my jacuzzi power jets massage my horny cock and my love hole until I experienced a fantastic orgasm without touching myself.

Afterwards, I took a shower and felt very relaxed.

Then, I had my dinner and could think clearly:

My stomach was full, my balls were empty, my cock was small, my muscles were tired, my mind was at ease. I'd reread this post and decided to publish it after all.

Such evil should be exposed.

I'll write more about both of them below—first, some updates from the last couple of days:

I'd published my last blog posts a couple of hours before Felix, my boyfriend had finished his house quarantine and come over to be with me over the weekend.

You can find that post here:

Fear & Monogamy

I wrote in that post:

"This weekend, I want to milk Felix's thick cock inside my thirsty ass as many times as possible. I believe that I have just the right set of powerful muscles to extract every drop of his vegan cum"

Our reunion was much more than simply providing cum for my thirsty ass.

We spent most of the weekend together; it was so romantic.

Felix got to my place around 3 PM, and for the next two and a half hours, we passionately made love. Our two bodies merged into one so many times. His "made in Montana" thick cock fucked me in every possible way you can imagine and in so many places in my large apartment:

We started making love in the rooftop jacuzzi, then in the second floor shower (the first time Felix satisfied my ass's thirst for cum), then in the kitchen, on the stairs, again in the shower (of the master bedroom) and finally the bedroom.

In bed, Felix ended up fucking me doggie style until he was pounding my ass and yelling and once again he poured loads of hot cum inside my thirsty ass.

Only after Felix had filled my ass twice with his delicious white gift, did we relax and sleep together for a couple of hours.

After waking up, we cooked a romantic dinner, and I took some of the soup to my parents. My parents live in the adjacent building. They are both 79, so we can't see them right now.

When my mom had opened the door, I stepped back and started crying because I wanted so badly to hug her. She also had tears.

Hopefully, this Corona nightmare will be over soon.

Only two weeks ago, I had hiked with Felix and we made love in an underground cave. It was a glorious 12 miles hike & fuck.

I wrote about our hike here:

Felix & My Adonis

When I look at my smile in this photo, I can’t believe that only two weeks have passed since then. It feels more like two years.

In my building, there are ten apartments. The residents of apartment #3 tested positive for Corona, and the husband is in intensive care. I am sure a lot of you can share similar stories.

It all seems unreal. I have known them since 2004.


I hope they both survive; they are such a sweet couple.

On Saturday morning, Felix woke me up. He was gently caressing my love hole with his fingers; I moaned softly. It was such a beautiful way for him to wake me up.

Then, I suddenly realized he was not only playing with my sensitive entrance; he was lubing me up.

He took off his underwear (he does not sleep naked as I do) and started to slide his hard cock on my smooth ass, teasing my hole with his giant mushroom. He was hugging me from behind at that time.

He kissed my neck and played with my nipples to make me more receptive. I moaned loudly and as he'd expected I instinctively pressed my submissive ass to his massive cock which was already lubed, and I felt it gently yet forcefully trying to take control over my ass.

"Honey, you know I don't get fucked in the morning."

"Damn, you have no idea how badly I want to cum in your ass."

If I take into account how eager and warm his thick cock felt pressed against my partly loose hole, I think I did have an idea of how badly Felix wanted to satisfy his hunger for my ass.

Why don't I get fucked before noon?

You can find more about it in my Anal Sex guide:

Are You Clean?

Felix straddled me, kissed me for a long time our two hard cocks nestled against each other. It was so sensual. While kissing me, he was also gently playing separately with both of my very sensitive nipples.

My stomach was wet from loads of precum.

Then he sat on my chest and brought his thick cock to me. He wanted to fuck my mouth and make me drink his white love juice.

He slapped my face gently with his big cock: "I always cum in your sexy ass, how about swallowing my cum for a change?"

I love drinking vegan cum, but not before my morning coffee.

"How if I make you breakfast first, so you have enough energy to fuck me later?"

Felix faked an expression of disappointment.

I licked the precum that was oozing out of his beautiful red mushroom and said: "I promise I will swallow your cum after you fucked me."

He smiled and jumped out of bed, naked, his thick cock dangling: "Agreed," he said before going to take a shower.

So, he tricked me to make him breakfast and swallow his cum. If he was not so damn cute I would have objected it.

At least my ass would get something out of it too.

I also got to record parts of our last lovemaking so you can listen to us. I am working on convincing Felix to allow me to take a video as well.

What did I make him for breakfast?

We are both vegans; there is no blood on our hands when we eat. Here are some photos of what we ate:

The sweet bread is a special treat from my dad. He makes it for my sister and me every weekend. It's called "Challah." It is a traditional bread for the Sabbath:

You can read about it here:

Challah Bread

Every dish in these photos is vegan.

I want to share with you how I sound during our third act of lovemaking. It was the part when Felix's massive cock started entering my love tunnel. But I will do that shortly.

Our third act of lovemaking was beautiful.

This time I was on my stomach, legs spread. Felix gently lubed my love hole and kissed my ass cheeks. I moaned with anticipation. Then he climbed on top of me and hugged me with his muscular arms. I reached my right arm back and helped him insert his massive hammer into my smooth oven.

After it had gone in smoothly, I closed my legs to tighten my grip on his cock with the powerful muscles of my ass.

Then Felix started raising his muscular ass up and down and very gently pushed his thick hammer inside me. He did it slowly but with enormous force. The effect on my ass and my mind was beyond intense as you can hear in the voice recording below.

That's not how I prefer to start getting fucked, I prefer to ride a cock first.

That way, my ass opens very quickly.

However, my ass was quite loose after being fucked for such a long time this weekend. Also, since I love Felix and am already used to his terrific cock, he opens my ass very quickly no matter how he chooses to mount it.

Felix prefers to start fucking me when I am on my stomach.

He is a classic top.

He wants me to be submissive and for him to take ownership of my body that way. For me, it's heaven to feel a strong man entering my body with a demanding thick cock and make me his.

It's such a wonderful feeling.

Felix made love to my ass for a long time (in various positions). I moaned and screamed most of that time (as you can hear in the one-minute recording below).

Lastly, Felix fucked me doggie style. When he pulled out, it was after pleasing my ass for nearly 45 minutes.

"I can't go on, I am so close to shooting my load, but this time I want you to swallow my cum"

He laid on his back, and it was my turn to fulfill my promise. I already swallowed his tasty cum before, but not often. I prefer to let my ass swallow cum.

I serviced Felix's thick cock while massaging his big manly balls at the same time. Very quickly delicious warm cum filled my mouth. I swallowed some of it and used the rest as lube for my open hole and my cock until I shot my cum all over his face.

I will share the recordings of our orgasms in another post.

That afternoon, after Felix had left, I went to the woods to be naked outdoors for a while. Our weekend together was so sensual and powerful that I also wanted to feel the power of being naked in the presence of mighty nature. I also needed to take Luka on a long walk.

Although I am naked in this photo, you can tell by my expression how cold I was. I did not stay naked like that for too long. I put on my shirt after a while.

Being naked outdoors had given me a chance to think about these two guys I talked about at the start of this blog post.

The good and the evil.

I will start with the good guy.

He is a real gentleman (and has a beautiful uncut cock as well). He offered to grammatically correct every blog post before I post it.

It did not feel right for me to commit him to something like that. Instead, I suggested that when he wants to and has the time, he can go over an already published post and send me his corrections.

So far, he's grammatically corrected more than five blog posts. He does it for free, and, in so doing, improves my English

He is charming, kind, and does not judge me in any way. If anything, he admires my freedom and my way of life. I am so happy that I am in touch with such a delightful person.

What about the evil guy?

The evil guy also follows my posts, but he is judgmental, righteous, and arrogant.

He is a religious zealot.

Because I am so naive, I did not understand what his wishes for "helping me" and "becoming my friend," truly meant. However, it was his last email that opened my eyes to his true nature.

I believe he wrote his email in response to this blog post:

Finally, an Uncut Delight!

In this post, I wrote how thrilled I was to get fucked by the 27 years old Peruvian stud in the backseat of my car. I was so excited I did not have to use my anal vibrator that night.

Instead, I have had such a beautiful bond with his cock and his soul.

I wrote in that blog post:

"It was a big laugh of happiness and release. Diego laughed too, and we hugged each other. It felt so good to feel my cum on his hairy chest and his cum in my smooth ass, bonding us so beautifully together."

These beautiful words from my heart had inspired this pompous religious zealot to write to me words from his dark mind (there was much more "love"):

"Today your very honest and forthright blog arrived and I read every word. Your introduction told me much more that I wanted to know about the real you.
For one thing I see you are a slave to Eros and passion—love out of tune with Yeshua and Yahweh.
I should have died years ago and been sent to hell for my great sins against the God of Israel.
How can I judge you?
I am all the more certain that Yashua is knocking at your door now and wishes to know you."

-- the emphases are mine

I promised him a response, and here it is:

Who the fuck do you think you are, telling total strangers they should be judged (yes, not by you - how kind) and let them know what you think about them?

You know nothing about me, but you've already decided that I am a "slave for Eros and passion" and also that I am going to hell?

Spending all of eternity in the afterlife with people like you sounds hellish enough to me. So, I humbly request God that wherever he sends you, he sends me in the opposite direction.

The only things that keep knocking on my door (read: anus) are beautiful thick cocks that make love to my horny ass until it drinks their love juice. I plan to do so as many times as possible before I die.

And lastly:

Here is how it sounds when a thick cock (this one belongs to my boyfriend) knocks on my door, opens it, and, in seconds slides inside and makes love to me.

I even mentioned God twice in the recording, but I didn't do it because of you. I did it because the feeling of a mighty cock going deep inside my tunnel of love is so intense that it must be Godly indeed.

Is this not the most beautiful sound that you have ever heard?

Take your righteous rhetoric and false "love," and shove it you know where.

Maybe pushing something into your "door" will release your evil spirit from hunting happy people about whom you know absolutely nothing.

And now, I think you know the "real" me much better.


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