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I was paralyzed during a nightmare of me being raped again.

We all like to think that we have absolute control over what happens to us.


But sadly, that's not true.

I usually plan my entire week (or even month!) ahead.
I usually plan my entire week (or even month!) ahead.

Take this Saturday for example: two upsetting events occurred to me, and I had no way of preventing them.


The first unsettling event was a nightmare of me being raped all over again.


I wrote about how I was raped by an older man in his 50s when I was 17 here: