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A dilemma: be greedy or let my man enjoy my lover's huge cock?

Why is Felix in a doggie position kissing Luka and proudly showing his beautiful smooth crack?

It all started nine days ago, which happened to be the last time Felix and I had made love. Indeed it was also the last time I'd emptied my balls.


Not experiencing an orgasm for over a week is highly unusual for me. I enjoy emptying my balls and eating my cum 4-5 times a week (alone or with a lover). The previous time I'd kept my balls full for more than two days was after my brain injury.


You can read more about it here:

I lost my erection and got it back four months later.


What happened this time?


My sweet darling girl, Luka, is the reason Felix and I stopped fucking.

Last Thursday, Felix was supposed to come over early since we'd taken half a day off to start the weekend early. By 3 PM, he was at my place, looking gorgeous as always.


While kissing me lovingly and groping my smooth ass, he announced: "Gidi wants to come over now and fuck us!"


Gidi is my/our fuck buddy. He's been fucking me since he was 16 and is currently in the army.


You can read more about our last fuck here:

My anus was cheerful after it had been fucked by two guys.


Was I excited about the chance to enjoy serving both Gidi's and Felix's terrific cum sticks?


Not really!


I'm a little bit weird when it comes to spontaneity. To be honest, I'm not spontaneous at all. I'm also quite picky as regards when I want to get fucked.


I can't get fucked in the morning. If you want to know why please read the blog post:

Are You Clean?


But even when I am fuckable, I prefer to get fucked indoors after sunset (outdoors: at any time of day), preferably before going to sleep. The only exception to this rule is fucking during my lunch break in the working week.


Two weeks ago, Roger fucked me during my lunch break:

A sweet marriage proposal and a massive electrician's cock


I'm a very organized person. In my head, I have a daily schedule, and I hate diverting from it. I have my training routine, my hours for grocery shopping, and so on.


When Felix arrived, I was planning to use my treadmill.


I run 7 miles, three times a week.

That's why I wasn't so excited on discovering that Gidi wanted to come over and make love to my ass that afternoon.


"What? he wants to come over now?! I'm about to start jogging!" I replied.


"Can't you jog after we're done fucking?" asked Felix.


"Yeah, right! After the two of you have fucked and loaded me with your cum, the last thing I'll want to do is jog 7 miles! Tell Gidi to come over later, after 9 PM."


I have to admit I was a bit agitated.


Gidi's been my fuck buddy for years, even before I started dating Felix.


The last three times he came over and fucked us, he'd contacted Felix beforehand and not me. At first, I thought it was a coincidence, but now it was quite obvious:


Gidi prefers Felix's ass.

Felix's ass is as smooth as mine except for his hairy hole and crack. However, it's more muscular or, as Felix puts it: "My huge ass." It appears that Gidi prefers a bigger ass for his massive cock, or perhaps it feels roomier inside.


I asked Felix about it.


"Oh no, don't be silly, Theon. The only reason he contacts me is that he knows you would turn him down if he asked to come over so early."


That was a valid point as Gidi knows I don't like to get fucked in the middle of the day,


"Oh, that makes sense," I laughed, "well, tell him 'no'."


Felix kept staring at me, but I didn't know what was bothering him. Finally, he asked:


"Would you mind if he comes over and we fuck while you are jogging upstairs?"


At first, I was shocked by his question. My first instinct was to say, "Of course I mind!". I looked at Felix's angelic face and gave it some more thought.


Why should I mind?


I know that sometimes Gidi (and other men) fuck Felix at his apartment, and I'm ok with it. I don't do jealousy. Felix can fuck and get fucked by any guy he wishes. Even if Gidi became Felix's fuck buddy and abandons my loving hole, I wouldn't mind.


But should I agree to let him fuck my boyfriend, in my apartment, in my king-size bed, while I am upstairs?


I looked at Felix's again and thought about how much I love him.

Remembering how much we love each other helped me me make up my mind.


"Of course, I don't mind. But I want you to promise me two things:"


"Anything!" Felix replied.


"First, I still expect you to load my ass with your cum tonight. I'm not saying you shouldn't cum with Gidi, but I still want your seed nevertheless."


Our open-relationship has very few simple rules; that's one of them: Our lovemaking takes priority.


We discussed this issue when we started dating, and to me, it makes perfect sense. The needs of my boyfriend come first. If he wishes to enjoy my ass, I should cancel any plans I've already made with another top.


And the same goes for Felix.


Felix smiled: "You might have to work extra hard to get my cock hard again so soon after I've had sex."


"Leave it to me; I know how to get a man hard again shortly after his orgasm," I replied.


"Honey, I've no doubt! You are the best bottom I've ever been with", he replied.


"Flattery will get you anything", I thought to myself, but it wasn't going to stop my second request:


"Secondly, I want you to promise to take a photo of me sucking your amazing cock when we fuck later.


My blog followers keep requesting me to upload videos and photos of us fucking. I keep telling them that you're shy and don't feel comfortable about it. But that kind of picture is harmless: just my face with your hard cock inside my mouth."


Felix laughed, "Ok, I'll give your followers what they want." Then he texted Gidi for a few minutes and announced, "He'll be here in 20 minutes."


"So soon? I'd better go upstairs."

"Aren't you going to welcome him?" asked Felix.


"And then what? Send him with a smile to fuck you? I honestly don't give a fuck if he fucks you in my large bed, but I don't want to see any part of it if I'm not taking part. That's just weird!"


Felix's face saddened: "Maybe I should tell him that it was a bad idea!"


"No! It's a good idea!!! I need that photo for my blog followers" I joked, because I didn't want to appear jealous. "Have fun!! He fucks like an angel, and your ass needs a good pounding and a soldier's hot cum!!! Just remember to change the sheets when you've done."


"I will, and we'll be quiet," Felix promised.


"No! Don't be quiet, and don't hold back. Scream like you always do when he pounds your sexy hole."


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When Gidi came over, I was already running on my treadmill. Everything went fine except for one thing that both Felix and I hadn't thought of:


Luka

When Gidi came over, Luka wanted to drive his hairy ass out of my apartment.
When Gidi came over, Luka wanted to drive his hairy ass out of my apartment.

Luka always barks at visitors, especially at people who come over to fuck me.


But this time, she was especially resentful towards Gidi.


She'd known Gidi ever since his first visit 4 years ago. He was a 16-year-old virgin top who was about to discover the delights of my ass and anal sex.


Since that first fantastic fuck, she'd got to know him. He still gets barked at, though. It's as if she's saying: "You can fuck Theon as long as you remember that I'm more important than you!"


However, what happened that afternoon shocked her. Felix took Gidi to my bedroom (where she also sleeps). Then, he put her in my office and closed the door.


Luka was barking and protesting. I could hear it even though music was playing upstairs while I was running.


Since Luka didn't stop barking, I heard Felix coming out of the bedroom (I assume naked) and letting her out. She kept barking but not as often. Every five minutes or so, she protested the fact that my ass wasn't taking part in the fucking.


Felix always says: "Luka is your girl, no matter what I do to win her heart. But I'm happy that at least I won your heart.'

Felix says it even though he takes excellent care of her. He walks her when I'm too busy. We don't live together, but he takes part in many daily duties when he sleeps over.


No matter how much time Felix devotes to Luka, she still felt that it wasn't right for him to enjoy Gidi without my ass being part of the fun. It was her way of saying: "This is wrong! Theon is the one who should be getting Gidi's cock!!!"


An hour later, I finished running. However, Gidi and Felix were still fucking. I could hear Felix screaming as Gidi's huge cock was fucking his muscular ass.


I went downstairs, naked and sweaty, and joined the action. Gidi couldn't resist my sweaty love hole and started fucking me. Felix joined him soon after.


That’s the paragraph you probably expected.


It would have made a terrific blog post if I'd described how I joined the action and got fucked while still sweaty, by both of them. Except it never happened.


Wasn't I tempted to join?


Not at all.


After running, I'm exhausted, and I have a miniature cock.

My muscles are tired, and so is my entire body. The last thing on my mind is letting two guys with massive cocks pound my hole. I want to relax, rest and recover.


The pounding noises were getting louder, and so were Felix's screams. When we fucked before with Gidi, I enjoyed seeing Felix getting fucked. But listening to it from upstairs felt like watching porn (which I don't like).


It was a relatively warm day, so I went on to my roof terrace.

It wasn't long before Gidi shot his seed (another enormous load, no doubt) into Felix's hot ass. When I heard it was over, I took a shower, sat in my rooftop jacuzzi, and smoked a joint while waiting for Gidi to leave.


After 20 minutes, Felix came upstairs, smiling, but I could see he was a bit nervous about my possible reaction.


"How was it?" I asked.


"Incredible! The way he fucks, OMG!!!"


"I'm glad you enjoyed getting fucked," I said with a smile offering my ass to Felix.

"Now it's my turn to get fucked. Remember? You promised!!!"


"What? You're kidding, right??? I ejaculated only 20 minutes ago. I need some time!!!"


I splashed water on Felix, and he screamed like a little girl:"Stop it! I said I'd fuck you, and I will! but give me a few hours to re-stock cum for you!!!"


I laughed: "I'm joking. I didn't expect you to fulfill your promise to my ass so soon. Besides, I don't feel fuckable yet, but I will be in a few hours."


Five hours later, I did feel fuckable, and Felix's balls had a new supply of sweet vegan cream.


We started by kissing, but Felix's cock needed some attention to get horny and hard again. I tried rubbing my smooth hole on his penis, but his cock didn't get hard enough. I knew that I needed to service it with my mouth and caress his balls to wake the top in him.


That wasn't a problem because I love the feeling of a cock growing in my mouth, and besides, Felix promised to take a photo of me sucking his terrific tool.


At first, I only licked his balls while playing with his hairy love hole. Felix started to moan softly, and I saw his cock thickening and growing.


But it still didn't get hard.

I needed to work harder to get him hard.
I needed to work harder to get him hard.

So then, I put his thick breeding stick into my mouth, and it got hard in seconds.

Check my cheek! Felix's cock is visible from the outside.
Check my cheek! Felix's cock is visible from the outside.

"Oh baby," Felix moaned, "You give the best head. Please don't stop; it feels so amazing!" I continued sucking his penis until I was sure it was ready to start pounding my demanding hole.


I stopped servicing his cock, lubed my hole, and slowly slid onto his penis while we kissed non-stop until it was buried deep in my ass. When I felt his entire cock in me, we stopped kissing, and I looked deep into Felix's blue eyes.


"I love you so much," I whispered.


"I love you too; you are my life." was his response.


We kissed passionately while his cock was buried in my ass before the fucking started.


Then he started fucking me.


However, in this position, he couldn't pound my hole as forceful as I wanted him to. I wanted to feel his fabulous tool strenuously owning my ass. The sounds of Felix's love hole getting so beautifully fucked only a few hours ago still echoed in my mind.


I wanted Felix to make love to my ass the same way Gidi had fucked him.


I positioned myself in doggie and waited.

I didn't need to say anything because Felix guessed what was expected of him. My loose hole swallowed his mighty cock again, and right after, he started pounding me.


It was the first time we had done something like this:


Felix had been a submissive bottom only a few hours earlier, and now he was a dominant top, fucking me.


I felt the jacuzzi jets massaging my hard cock while Felix's hard cock was making love to my ass. The sensation was so intense that I kept screaming, moaning, and begging him to use my hole.


We switched positions between doggie and riding his cock while kissing. However, when, 25 minutes later, I felt Felix was ready to shoot his load into my ass, I returned to doggie at the same place.


Felix pounded my ass again in doggie and almost immediately started raising his voice. I realized that my ass was about to receive his manly gift. Until this time, I'd held my orgasm but now, I let go of my inhibitions.


I didn't need to touch my cock while Felix was making love to my ass because, at this exact spot, several jets continuously massage my cock.


Here's how I enjoy them when I'm alone:


Because each jet gives a different sensation, it feels like my cock is getting sucked, licked, and played with by several guys at the same time. Each one of them giving my thick tool a different sensation.


It's an amazing feeling!


As is always the case when I orgasm without touching my cock, I started screaming long before I began to shoot my seed. On hearing me screaming, Felix intensified his thrust into my demanding love hole, and I heard him yelling as well.


Since I wasn't sure when my seed would start flying out of my cock, I stopped screaming for a split second and begged Felix, "Don't stop fucking me until I stop screaming, even if you are done."


"Of course, honey."


Just as expected, Felix's cum was already deep in me while mine was still in my balls.


If you've ever experienced a hands-free orgasm, then you must know what I'm talking about.


It's like an orgasm that lasts forever.


You feel the cum slowly climbing up your hard cock, but it seems to take forever to erupt.


To hasten my orgasm, Felix kept fucking me, reaching for my smooth balls and pulling them down. That was the trigger which forced my cum to erupt from my hard cock. I screamed like crazy on feeling my cum shooting into the water.


When it was over, and Felix had pulled his cock out of my hole, I released a final yell, and we softly kissed.


It was an amazing fuck.

Felix's embarrassed smile next to the place where he'd fucked me so beautifully only minutes earlier.
Felix's embarrassed smile next to the place where he'd fucked me so beautifully only minutes earlier.

Little did we know that our next fuck would be nine days later and that Gidi would probably never be invited to my apartment again.


At that moment, we were laughing, loving, unaware that a disaster was upon us; a terrible blow that could have shattered our world into thousands of pieces.


I'll write more about that in my next blog post.

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