"I Love You"

I was going over a post from May of last year. It was about another erotic massage I got from my very sexy "straight" (and married) masseur.

He used to give me a massage every two weeks between March 2018 and June 2019. When we started, I was wearing only jocks or a thong and never covered. It was always very sensual.

At first, except for him not covering my almost naked body and always having my legs spread, it was casual. Still, over time, it had become more and more erotic, with him devoting an unreasonable time to my ass and giving me lots of compliments about it as well.

"You have such an amazing ass"

"God damn, Theon, what an ass"

"I wish my ass was so smooth like yours"

"I just love your ass".

Those were some of the things he used to say to me.

From time to time, I published a post about our erotic encounters.

Over time, and by his suggestion, he started giving me a massage while I was naked. Up until then, he used to push the jockstraps into my crack so he could massage my ass. It was so sensual and gentle the way he did it. However, being naked was an entirely new level of feeling close to him.

This story is about one of those erotic massages that he gave me. During this one, he "accidentally" massaged my balls and more.

After this massage, there were a few more occasions that he also "accidentally" touched my hard cock.

We fell in love, but I was realistic. Ten years ago, I would have chased him, bombarded him with messages. I would crave him with all my mind and my heart.

I am now older and wiser.

He was married, deeply in the closet. I knew that eventually, he would break my heart if I madly fall in love with him.

I miss him, I do.

I also miss the fantastic sexual touch of his fingers all over my body and the very romantic and sensual way he was massaging my face. When he was touching my ass, I knew he wanted to fuck me, but when he was touching my face, I could feel not only his fingers but also his heart.

And that heart was full of love for me, there was no question about it.

And if there was a question, then his words have left no room for the imagination...

I added a few lines at the end of this post telling how our contact has ended.

Here is the post from May:

My fantastic three hours sex at the beach yesterday was an excellent justification for my masseur to play with my balls and to