Some people asked me what was going on with Felix - the reason for their concern being that I haven’t written anything new about us for a while.
Others have asked me how sweet Luka was doing, especially since I'd mentioned a few months back that she was sick.
Luka nearly died a few months ago from an auto-immune disorder.
Her immune system attacked her red blood cells, destroying them. So when I took her to the vet, she had only 20% percent of red blood cells left.
As a result, she could barely walk, lost her appetite, and wasn't even drinking.
She was hospitalized in emergency care and received a few blood infusions to stabilize her condition. However, returning home after leaving her at the doggie hospital was so difficult.
I cried a lot for the next couple of days.
Felix cried as well.
I'm happy to announce that as of last Thursday, after her latest blood work, we have a survival story.
Luka had a 30% chance of survival, but she pulled through with medical help, a lot of steroids, and our love. As a result, her immune system disorder is gone, hopefully for good!!!
And she's back at the beach with me.
As for Felix:
The short answer to the question "How Felix and I are doing?" is that we are great and happier than we’ve ever been.
However, things have changed between us as far as sex goes. Something had to change because we were almost at the point of breaking up.
What changed?
I'll explain by giving a real example of how my morning starts almost every day.
I usually wake up in the morning while sleeping on my stomach.
I usually wake up before Felix.
What wakes me up almost every morning is my extra-hard cock.
I sleep naked, and my cock gets really thick in the morning. So my few last dreams are always very erotic (probably because of my erection), and then I wake up horny and usually dripping pre-cum.
Shortly after, I'd turned on my back and start my day by playing with my hole, cock, and balls.
How do I play with my private parts?
I start by caressing my ass.
From there, I touch my crack and gently massage my hole. I lightly finger myself and then taste my finger. I continue by fingering myself even more deeply, thereby stimulating my prostate.
It feels so awesome.
Then I massage my balls and very gently play with my cock. Lastly, I do it all: I finger-fuck myself while rubbing my cock.
While fingering my love hole this morning, I looked at Felix's beautiful face & muscular body.
Felix doesn't sleep naked, and his underwear isn't as revealing as mine.
However, because he's my alpha male, I like the fact that he wears a more traditional type of underwear. I don't think that I would ever want to see him (or any other guy that fucks me) wearing a thong or a jock.
This morning, when I was caressing my balls, Felix's cock began to get hard.
It wasn't because he was looking at my hole.
Felix was sound asleep, so his erection had nothing to do with me (except perhaps in his dreams).
I watched in awe as his cock got hard and unusually thick in his underwear.
I kept playing with my love hole while looking at his massive bulge and thought about his cock shooting loads of sweet semen deep inside me.
As if his balls were listening to my desires, a wet spot of precum appeared on his white underwear.
I kept playing with my loose hole while looking at this bulge.
Occasionally Felix's cock softened a bit. Then, after a few minutes, it would get hard again, and another wet spot would appear.
Each time his cock leaked precum, Felix breathed faster and sometimes also made a sweet, shallow moaning sound.
I was certain he was having an erotic dream, hoping that my ass was the subject of it!
I was dying to rip his underwear with my teeth and suck every last drop of his seed. I wanted to serve his amazing body and massive hammer in any way he wished.
However, I didn't do anything about it.
Instead, I took my hard cock and loose hole to the shower and waited until I could pee.
Then, like every morning, I showered.
When I came out of the shower, Felix had already woken up.
His cock was no longer hard, but he looked so cute. I kissed him and told him that was done with the shower.
Even though I was standing naked next to him, he didn't try to play with my wet testicles. Instead, he got out of bed and kissed me while holding my ass. Then he went to the shower and closed the door.
I didn't open the door to look at him showering like I used to.
Since I work from home, I hadn't bothered getting dressed. So I was still in bed when Felix was about to leave for work.
I was going over some emails and getting ready for my 9 AM Zoom meeting with the CEO
Before leaving, Felix kissed both my ass cheeks (but not my hole). Then he kissed me and went to work.
So far, I’ve detailed my new morning routine, but I haven’t explained what’s changed and why.
I'll start by explaining what's changed.
I'm a very sexual being, and I'm not ashamed of it.
Last night, for example, I hosted a birthday party for my best friend, Dor (who is no longer my fuck buddy, but that's another story).
Six of us were passing a joint around and talking about sex.
The youngest was 25, and the oldest 57. While talking, it was the oldest who said: "Theon, there is something about you. You ooze sexiness and horniness. Even when I look at you smiling, I can see that you are a very sexual person."
The rest agreed with him.
I did too!
Even most of my decent photos are not the kind I can post on Instagram.
The fact that sex is such an essential part of my life affected how things were between Felix and me (before our heated argument).
In what way?
Here are a few things I used to do in the morning before our argument:
Play with Felix's cock while he was sleeping,
Peek into the shower while he was showering,
Time permitting, drink his seed before he left for work,
Tell him how much I admired his morning wood,
Express my desire that he fucked me soon,
and so on.
But why have things changed so drastically between us?
Does Felix no longer desire my hole?
Felix still likes my hole but it isn't straightforward (pun intended).
A week before my birthday, we went hiking.
The trail was remote, and, after a few miles, we were in backcountry, all alone. I took off my clothes and hiked, wearing only a jock.
It was a 10+ mile hike, and it was a hot day.
During the hike, I teased Felix quite a lot.
Looking back, it was far too much.
I thought that fucking on the trail would be great. We'd done it so many times in the past. We started to seriously date after he'd fucked me for the first time outdoors.
You can read more about it here:
The hike and outdoor fuck that changed my life.
Two miles before reaching my car, we arrived at the main attraction: A beautiful mountain spring. The water was ice-cold, but it was so refreshing.
In no time, I got naked and took a dip.
I was hoping that Felix would also get naked and that we'd fuck
He took off only his shoes.
I continued to tease him and tell him how awesome it would be if he fucked me in such a beautiful place. I believe the term I used quite often was: "Wanna fuck?"
But Felix didn't show any interest in my horny hole, and I was pretty disappointed.
I was more than disappointed; I felt rejected. I'm not used to people rejecting my anus, especially a boyfriend.
And particularly a boyfriend that I'm so attracted to!
After dinner that evening, Felix suggested watching a movie. Just before heading upstairs to the movie room, I tried my luck again and asked: "Wanna fuck first?"
Felix responded: "You want my cock? I'll give it to you since you want it so much!"
Now I know it wasn't a response of a horny lover. It was a reply of a frustrated, angry top.
"Of course I want your cock! Why wouldn't I? It's so big, and you are so beautiful!!!"
"Then let's do it. Suck my cock!"
I sucked Felix for 15 minutes and was confident that he would shoot his hot seed down my throat. But then he said: "You gave me so much pleasure, and I want to give you the same kind of immense pleasure by fucking you."
I was so happy when he said that because I didn't expect him to cream my ass.
I'd sensed some tension before we started fucking, and drinking his sweet vegan seed would have made me happy enough.
Felix was standing, and I was on the edge of my bed, legs raised, when his huge cock started to penetrate my hungry hole.
That's how I offered him my ass.
In 30 seconds his huge cock was entirely inside my oven.
Here’s how the first 30 seconds of him fucking me sounded:
Half an hour later we experienced an incredible, almost simultaneous orgasm.
Two hours after that, we almost broke up.
More about it, next time.