I often write about my desire to be fucked by an older lover.
Why do I find older cocks and mature seed so exciting?
A psychotherapist might argue that it's probably related to being horribly raped by an older man when I was 17. He might claim that I repeatedly try to re-create this event but bring it to a happy ending.
I don't think about that when I see a horny mature man examining my smooth body and muscular ass.
Instead, I focus on his cock and imagine how it must have fucked thousands of holes.
I fantasize about it teaching my younger submissive ass some new tricks.
So, does that mean I desire any older cock?
Of course not.
Age is just one factor that influences my willingness to offer my ass to a potential breeder.
I want him to be as toned or as muscular as me, whatever his age.
Other factors sometimes make me choose a partner who doesn't fit that requirement.
Having a black cock is one of them.
An uncut cock can sometimes make me choose an unfit guy.
Lastly, a massive cock can also have a huge (pun intended) influence:
To conclude, if you have a massive, uncut black cock, I don't give a damn what the rest of your body looks like.
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I'm surprised that even guys in their late 30s sometimes argue that I have unrealistic expectations when choosing an older sex partner.
I'm afraid I have to disagree.
It's true that many guys aren't in shape and that it's harder to stay fit as one gets older.
But maintaining a toned body is hard work at any age. I run 25 miles weekly to stay lean, and it's a struggle each time I start jogging.
However, I do it to stay fuckable and in good health.
I'd like to give two examples of older men who are in incredible shape.
The first guy, Peter, is 76, and he hasn't fucked me (yet!).
I asked him to write about himself:
"I'm 76 for starters, but can't say I feel anything like that.
I'm a gay exhibitionist and nudist - I only wear clothes when I'm out during the day, and even at that, my attire in summer is often minimal. At night I always drive naked, and occasionally during the day as well.
I'm a retired high school teacher who was married and closeted during my career. Now with my career and marriage behind me, I'm free to be and express myself.
I'm very comfortable in my own skin.
I guess that comes from having been a nude model for art classes for years following retirement, as well as a competitive bodybuilder, which I started at age 60. The lure of being almost totally naked on a stage full of clothed people was too strong a lure to ignore. LOL, through an association with an arts organization, I was asked if I would do a nude photo shoot - I've since done 4, all solo artistic stuff. My naughty boy tendencies want me to do a full-on porn video, LOL. I'm definitely not camera shy.
So that's me!
I'm out front with answers to questions and love sharing my pics. Feel free to ask anything about me or to see more of me. And thanks for making your materials so readily available. Truly appreciated"
Here's another stunning photo of Peter:
The other older stud, Josh, is 61.
He's the guy that made love to me for over three hours last week.
It was at the nudist beach, and others joined in.
Josh loaded my ass with his sweet cum shots twice, and another guy also emptied his balls inside my ass. In addition, I sucked four other guys, one of whom came all over my face and pecs.
Even the guys who didn't fuck me paid a lot of attention to my ass and fuck hole.
They spanked my ass and admired my anus. Some took turns rimming it while I was sucking the others.
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What's unique about Josh is that even though he's 61, he doesn't look a day over 40!
Not only did he look so young, but his cock was also constantly hard during our first fuck. After the first breeding, it took him an hour to bone again.
His erection wasn't as consistent as the first time. Nevertheless, he delivered another massive river of cum to my thirsty ass.
Josh doesn't take viagra (a deadly and hazardous drug). His erections, as well as his toned body, are natural.
What's his secret?
Like me, he works out regularly.
In addition, Josh has been vegetarian since he was 15, and a few years ago, he became vegan. Like me, he eats primarily organic fruits and vegetables.
He rarely eats processed food and cooks most of his own meals.
I, too, am vegan and cook most of my own food.
Many people think it's difficult to be vegan (it's not!) and to work out daily (it is!).
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I respect a person who chooses not to work out because working out requires determination, self-discipline, and time.
I know a lot of people struggle with those things.
But I'll never respect someone's choice (yes, it is a choice) not to be vegan because he lacks sympathy for the death and suffering of other sentient beings just because they are not human...
...such as this beautiful baby girl.
It doesn't mean I lack respect for people who aren't vegan.
My world isn't one-dimensional, and human beings are complex beings made of endless dimensions. It would have been idiotic (and not practical) to toss aside most of humanity because it lacks compassion for animals.
That's why I welcomed Grant's invitation to join him in the pools a few days ago, even though I didn't find him attractive and he wasn't vegan.
We were sitting right here, but of course, naked.
I accepted his invitation even though I knew he was a bottom like me. Since my cock is off-limits, I could never enjoy sex with a bottom.
Here's a typical conversation I had earlier today:
I knew Grant was a bottom because I saw him paying attention to my cock. I crossed my legs, thus concealing my cock to hint that he couldn't have it.
However, he was too horny to understand my subtle hint.
After I'd joined Grant, he told me that he'd recently broken up with his lover.
They'd been together for 13 years.
His lover was also his boss and married (with four kids). The wife didn't suspect a thing. Grant also attended dinners at their place from time to time.
"Why did you break up with him?" I asked.
"I was still crazy about him even after all these years. When he touched my body, it was like fire. However, he started mistreating me, and I knew it was no longer love for him. I became just a hole to use from time to time."
I hugged Grant because it was such a sad moment.
"Enough about me!" he said. "What about you, Theon? Have you a boyfriend? Or a husband, perhaps? You are so attractive!!!"
I laughed.
"I'm not sure I'm the marrying type, but I do have a boyfriend."
"May I ask you something?" Grant said.
"You can ask me anything you want," I replied.
"Are you in an open relationship?"
I could have lied to him because I knew where the conversation was heading. But as a principal, I never lie.
Therefore I replied: "Yes. I have sex with others quite often. At the beach, of course, but I also meet guys on Grindr and have several fuck buddies."
"I hope you don't mind me asking, are you a top or a bottom?"
"What do you think?" I replied.
"Oh no! You are a bottom."
I smiled.
"What makes you say that?"
"A top or a guy who is ashamed of being a bottom, would have said right away that he was a top."
I never thought about it that way, but Grant was right.
"Couldn't you tell that I was a bottom just by looking at me?" I wondered.
"You're kidding, right? You are so sexy and manly. Also, your cock is large and beautiful. It's such a waste that you're not a top!"
I wish I had a dollar bill each time someone told me that...
I explained to Grant that, for me, being a bottom has nothing to do with my cock size. It's a state of mind and a desire to serve a cock.
"Well, can I at least suck your cock? It's so beautiful, and I would love to make you come."
I secretly sighed because I knew he was going to say that.
I told him what I tell all guys who want to touch or suck my penis.
"Theon! You are such a disappointment! Why do you have to be a total bottom?"
"Here's why," I replied, turning around to reveal my fuckable ass.
"OK, that is a good reason," Grant unwillingly admitted.
"Wait! You haven't seen it all," I said and quickly exposed my fuck hole.
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"OK! You have a fantastic hole, Theon, and you are handsome! I can see why guys would do anything to fuck you. But that doesn't help me right now!"
"Why don't you go to the southern part of the beach?" I suggested. "There are more guys there, including tops."
"I've been there, and no one paid any attention to me. You're young and sexy. I'm 64 and haven't worked out a single day in my life. I know that I should, but I hate it. Therefore, my body and ass aren't as attractive as yours."
Grant was right. His body was indeed not very attractive, but it was his own doing.
As a person ages, he loses muscle tissue.
This process is unavoidable, but you can slow it down significantly by working out.
Without muscles, your skin starts to fold inward and is no longer tight.
Before Grant left, he told me that I should remain a nice guy.
"What do you mean?"