I get many messages from frustrated men who have hidden emotions and secret desires.
Even a nasty message like this one reveals a hidden hunger for a man's cock
However, most messages are lovely, such as this one:
He was referring to this photo:
I've never felt frustrated about my sex life or my sexual desires.
My only frustration is that Felix doesn't lick my hole very often.
Also, Felix doesn't spank me hard enough for my taste. But other than that, he gives my thirsty ass plenty of delicious, hot cum.
However, others spank me harder or lick my hole, so these issues don't bother me.
Was there a time when I felt sexually frustrated?
I'd started fooling around with my cock and other boys at the age of seven. By the age of nine, I’d already learned how to suck cock like a professional and enjoyed the taste of cum.
You can read more about it here:
I had my first “boyfriend” when I was 10, and we were together for two years.
My second boyfriend was two years older than me. He was the first guy that paid a lot of attention to my ass and fuck hole. It’s thanks to him that I desire to get fucked so much.
We started "dating" when I was 12, and that has lasted for two years as well.
You can read about him here:
As for losing my virginity, I got fucked and bred for the first time when I was 16.
Generally speaking, I've always felt natural and happy about my sexual needs, ass, anus and cock.
For me, having sex and ejaculating is as casual as eating.
As regards desires, most men don't realize that time isn't on their side.
That is especially true regarding their health, even for a young guy like me.
I've always wanted to visit Australia and South America. "Perhaps next year," is what I kept telling myself.
Sadly, for me flying has a risk of suffering more brain damage. I will never travel to those destinations and, of course, many others.
It doesn't make me sad or frustrated, however.
However, had I postponed my desire to fuck a man until it was too late, I think it would have frustrated me.
What might prevent a guy from being able to fuck an ass?
To fuck a man, your cock must be rock hard as mine is in this photo!
Many older guys tell me that they can no longer fuck because of diabetes or other reasons.
This guy for example:
"I'm an ex-top. Ex only because diabetes has robbed me of many capacities. "
Or this one:
"As with many of your posts, I got sort of hard while reading. I should tell you I have type 2 diabetes with ED, so I don't get fully hard anymore, though I can cum."
Since I'm a bottom and have no desire to fuck, I tried to imagine how I'd feel if I could no longer get fucked because of a health problem.
It would be terrible if I could no longer enjoy my fuck hole.
With these thoughts in mind, I decided to take a break from work and go hiking.
There's a cold front in Israel (hopefully the last of the season). Therefore it took me a while before I took off most of my clothes.
I kept my jock on because I'd seen a few hikers.
I love shooting my seed outdoors, but it was too cold for that. As long as I kept walking or running, I didn't feel the chill.
But the moment I stood still, my tight hole froze.
While walking back to my car, I received a chat message:
The first thing that I inquired about was his age.
I always ask about it because I don't want to talk with minors. Even though 16 is the age of consent in Israel, I don't think it's proper to discuss my love hole with a teenager.
To my surprise, he answered in Hebrew mixed with English: "I'm much older than you and only interested in chatting. I'm just curious."
"No problem," I replied. "I only asked about your age because I don't talk with minors."
"I'm 67. Am I old enough for you?"
"A 67-year-old cock, sounds just right for my fuckable ass," was my immediate response.
"What would you like to know?" I asked.
"Let me start by saying you're beautiful and handsome," he replied. "Also, your English is not too bad! As for me, I'm married, so I have almost no experience with men."
As I've said earlier, I get so many similar messages.
"The first time I touched a cock was at the gay nudist beach," he added after some hesitation.
"Really? I'm often at that beach, and usually fuck with married men."
"It was only a one time thing," he explained, "and it was 13 years ago."
"Wow," I thought to myself, "he's only touched another man's penis once in his lifetime, and that was such a long time ago.".
At the nudist beach, I play with so many different cocks.
"Back then, my chest hair was still black. Nowadays, a white carpet covers my upper body."
"Lucky for you," I replied. "I have very little body hair."
"You have a perfect chest," he commented, "It's lovely that it's mostly smooth. I like it."
"So you prefer smooth guys?" I asked.
"Not really. I like manly guys, such as guys with broad shoulders and a deep voice. Even stocky guys are sexy, in my opinion."
"Hmm, none of these attributes apply to me," I told him.
"Don't worry about such trivialities. You look like Apollo. Your cock is gorgeous, and you're very sensual. In short, you are a beautiful man."
Clearly, he was exaggerating.
Besides, my cock and balls are much bigger, and I don't shave my body!
"That's sweet of you," I said, "but what did you want to ask me about?"
"I'm curious about rimming. I'd love to lick a smooth hole such as yours. However, my concerns are bad odors, getting infected, and in general the hygiene of that area."
Again, I get such questions quite often from inexperienced guys like him.
You should only be concerned about licking the hole of an inexperienced bottom. A hole as experienced as mine doesn't emit nasty odors or show signs of bad hygiene.
I know my anus is in excellent condition because I often finger it and lick my fingers.
It always smells and tastes fantastic.
Keeping my fuck hole in such a pristine condition is easy. I always wash my anus after going to the toilet, so it's always clean.
What about using toilet paper?
That is so gross!
Other than that, I don't sweat much, and since my hole is smooth it’s easy to wash and dry it.
If anything, my hairy pits have a more distinct smell than my anus.
As regards infections, that is always a concern when having sex.
But you can also get an STD (a sexually transmitted disease) also by sucking a penis. In fact, even holding a man's cock and touching yours afterwards is risky.
Fucking a man or a woman is never a sterile act. The anus is as “dangerous" as a penis with regard to touching and licking.
I explained all of that to him.
"Do you like being rimmed?" he asked me.
"It's amazing," I told him. "I scream and moan when a man eats my ass and anus."
"I'm thinking of fingering my hole for the first time. Does fingering your ass give you the same sensation as rimming?" he inquired.
"That too feels terrific, but it's an entirely different feeling," I replied.
At that point, I had to put on my hoodie.
"I want to tell you what frustrates me," he wrote.
Since I was about to start driving back home, I told him that I'd respond in twenty minutes.
On getting home, I read his long message and could understand why he feels so frustrated:
"When having sex with a woman, I always take the dominant role. I set the tone and pace of the act. I want a lover to drive me crazy, to decide for me. I need to be hugged by a big guy or cuddle with another man. In addition, I'm a terrible liar, and it makes me feel bad that I've betrayed my wife's trust.
Therefore, all of my desires will remain a fantasy, and meanwhile, the years are passing by."
He finished his long message with these surprising words:
After reading his message, it was clear that he was a potential bottom.
I also desire a strong man to hug and control me while we make love.
Then he asked me about my sex life:
"You write a lot about hookups and random sex. There are so many posts about lust and cum shots in your ass. Don't you want to be more intimate with a man? (and yes, I do know that you have a boyfriend.)."
That's something else many guys ask me about.
People think that because I have random beach sex and enjoy hookups, my sex life lacks passion. That is, a cock pounds my hole until seed comes out and nothing more.
But that's rarely the case since my life is full of emotions and feelings.
Even when I spank and finger my ass, I do it with a lot of passion!
There is one difference between getting fucked by my boyfriend or by a stranger. When Felix fucks me, it's an act of love, but when married men pound my hole, it's an act of lust.
But in both cases, it always involves intimacy. That's why I never get fucked by a man who doesn't like to kiss.
I explained all of that to him.
"Theon, I need to go, but I have one last question. Where was the most amazing place you had sex?"
I've had awesome sex in many outdoor locations.
But the most fantastic place has always been the beach.
He asked me to stay in touch, and I told him that I'd be glad to continue our conversation some other time.
I keep thinking about him.
His words echo in my mind: "Therefore, all of my desires will remain a fantasy, and meanwhile, the years are passing by."
I can't advise anyone what to do in such a delicate situation.
All I can do is show people how I live my life.