Before describing another sexual encounter, I want to share a few general things.
The first is a nude photo by this lovely blog follower.
I'd love to bend down, kiss his balls and service his cock. I'm sure that most of you feel the same way!
Secondly, I want to refer to this message:
I agree with him: there's nothing wrong with a cut penis.
I've never turned down a guy just because his cock was cut (in Israel, that would have also been impractical since most Israeli tops are either Jewish or Muslim).
I think that a cock is an incredible organ, circumcised or otherwise.
However, I stand by my original statement:
An uncut penis looks more natural, is much more fun to play with, and feels so much better in my ass.
Usually, making an uncut cock hard is a magnificent experience.
When my 57-year-old fuck buddy from Switzerland starts kissing me, his cock head is concealed by his foreskin.
His cock grows considerably and thickens as we continue making out, but his cock head is still hidden.
After a while, I turn around and offer him my submissive ass.
Only then does his giant, pink cock head emerge from its cover.
It's an incredible, most erotic display of manhood. It drives me insane with the desire to be fucked and bred by him.
I certainly wouldn't describe his massive, pink hammer as a "worm."
However, like most things about sex, it's a matter of personal taste.
If you dislike the look, feel, and smell of an uncut penis, there's nothing I could say that would change your mind.
Lastly, I want to give you a glimpse of our life that isn't related to cum and my ass.
Since November, almost every Friday, Felix and I join a guided tour with one of the leading archeologists in Israel.
Each tour lasts 3.5 hours and costs only 9$ per person. It starts at 9 AM and the locations vary.
The topic of the previous series was "Faith and Religion." The current series (each lasts six months) is about battles that changed the curse of history.
This Friday's tour was to this inspiring and exciting site:
This fortress used to be called "Shaaraim," which means "two gates" in Hebrew. It's the only site from King David's era that has a massive wall with two gates.
It's mentioned three times in the Bible. Here's one of them:
"And the men of Israel and of Judah arose, and shouted, and pursued the Philistines, until thou comest to Gai, and to the gates of Ekron. And the wounded of the Philistines fell down by the way to Shaaraim, even unto Gath, and unto Ekron."
There's a debate among archeologists about whether King David built this fortress or not. I believe that there's enough scientific evidence to support the claim.
Here's a photo of me with some guys from our group:
We drove to the hill on the other far side and overlooked the area where the battle between David and Goliath had taken place.
It took place in the valley below:
As regards the sexual encounter with Rob at the nudist beach…
I could already tell that it was him because of how he was walking. I recognize most regulars from afar just by observing their pace.
Since I knew what was about to happen, I put on my jock.
Rob started talking about nothing in particular, and I knew he'd only stopped because he was interested in exploring my fuck hole.
I wasn't going to let him get anywhere near my body, especially after the first and only time I'd allowed him to touch my ass.
"Theon, you're so sexy!" he said, "I'd love to play with your ass for a while."
"I'm not horny," I lied. "Besides, I think I'm going to take a nap."
"Well, you're not shy, so I know you would have told me if you weren't interested in my cock."
That was absolutely untrue because I rarely reject guys directly.
I'm a nice guy, and I don't like being rude!
Most guys understand if there's no mutual interest.
Sadly, Rob didn't comprehend the countless hints I'd given him over the years that I wasn't interested in his small cock.
Was I not interested in him because he is much older than me (Rob is in his mid-50s).
I enjoy it when a mature cock takes control over my body.
I wasn't interested in Rob because he wasn't manly enough for my taste.
Rob is almost entirely smooth and has very little pubic hair. When I gave him my ass on that one occasion, his hard cock was as big as my flaccid penis.
I'm not a size queen, but the combination of a naturally smooth body and a small cock is a turn-off for me.
Rob's hard cock was as big (albeit stiff) as my flaccid cock in this photo:
As regards Rob's smooth body:
Most bottoms, me included, prefer hairy guys. So, someone as smooth as Rob would be a turn-off for us. In contrast, from my experience, most tops prefer their bottom to be as smooth as possible.
Such was the 60-something top who tried to fuck me (yet failed because his cock wasn't hard enough) last week at the nudist beach.
He said he'd wanted to breed me because I'm smooth and have a feminine ass.
Rob kept talking with me, and I was hoping that he'd leave soon. I yearned to get naked and was also thirsty.
He finally said goodbye but was still standing not too far away from me. He was no doubt hoping that I invite him over after all.
I turned around and took off my jock.
Then I bent over to get a water bottle out of my backpack.
I'm not sure how he could move so fast (he walks really slowly). When I turned around, there he was, standing next to me.
"Your man-pussy is so inviting!!!" he told me with lust emitting from every inch of his body.
"Wow, you're back!" I told him. "I thought you were leaving."
"I was waiting to see if you would change your mind."
"Well, I haven't, and I'd prefer to be alone," I told him, which was quite rude, but I saw no other way to get rid of him.
An hour later, he'd returned and, seeing me sitting naked, took off his speedo and started masturbating.
"Theon, I can see your hole! It's so inviting!!!"
"You can't really see my hole," I responded.
"True, but I can see enough, and I remember how good it'd felt to play with it," he moaned and quickly approached the point of no return.
Then he said: "I wish you'd let me touch your ass and finger your man-cunt just like I did last summer. It was so awesome."
Why did I give Rob access to my body last summer after rejecting him for so many years?
Seven years ago he contacted me on Grindr.
Since he's married, he didn't share photos of his face, so there was no chance I'd fuck with him. His headless shots were blurry, but I complimented him to boost his confidence.
I wanted to help him feel more secure and comfortable fucking guys since he'd wanted to for many years.
We stayed in touch via Grindr for several years.
He saw me at the nudist beach a few years later and introduced himself. He was still married but was eager to have sex with men, no matter what.
On seeing him in person, I immediately decided that I wasn't attracted to him. Nevertheless, remembering our lovely conversations on Grindr, I invited him to sit by me.
That was a mistake because he interpreted my gesture as permission to touch my naked body, cock, nipples, balls, and any other organ you could think of.
I put on a speedo to signal that I wasn't interested, but it didn't help much.
After that awful afternoon, I never invited him again. I ignored most of his comments, suggestions, and sexual gestures.
Last summer, however, I decided to give his small cock a chance.
I was lying in the shallow pools facing the Mediterranean.
I was completely stoned, so I didn't object to his arrival. I also didn't say anything when he took off his speedo and sat very close to me.
"I've rejected him for so many years," I remember thinking. "How bad would it be to let him play with my ass or even attempt to fuck me?"
Rob started by caressing my body and playing with my large balls.
Then he started paying particular attention to my muscular, smooth ass. Usually, when a man touches my ass, my brain dies immediately because my ass is so sensitive.
It was the same when Rob was massaging my ass cheeks.
His first touch was gentle, followed by repeated spanking of my ass which made me moan loudly from pleasure.
I spread my legs to demonstrate that he could explore my cum hole.
What followed was a disaster because instead of lovingly caressing my smooth hole, Rob attempted to forcefully finger-fuck me.
I told him to stop, but he frantically attempted to shove three fingers inside my body. I have no doubt that had I let him, he would have injured my delicate anus.
I only let guys I've fucked with more than once and trust to finger-fuck my hole. Fingering is far more dangerous than getting fucked as regards harming your anus.
I love fingers in my hole, and I finger-fuck myself a few times daily.
I only allow my fuck buddy Brandon and my boyfriend Felix to do that. Both know very well how to take good care of my ass and anus.
For example, they both understand they should be motionless while my ass swallows their dominant cock (which takes about a minute since they have relatively large cocks).
Although Rob's cock was tiny compared to Brandon's or Felix's, he shouldn't have tried to shove it inside my ass without lube and also forcefully!
I told him that I wasn't interested in getting fucked, so he brought his almost bald cock to my mouth.
I enjoy sucking a man off, no matter how big his cock is. However, Rob attempted to slap me a few times while I was sucking him.
It wasn't painful, but he had no right to do that!
Looking back, I think his somewhat violent approach to love-making was his attempt to compensate for feeling not manly enough.
I could relate to that because I "suffer" from the opposite problem. I appear butch to most tops.
Many guys tell me that I look like a dominant top.
Since I want to be submissive and serve a thick cock with my body, I try to soften my "butch" appearance.
How do I make myself less manly and more submissive?
By wearing a lace thong, for example:
But why didn't Rob feel manly enough in the first place?
His smooth body, combined with a lack of pubic hair and a small penis, must have given him an inferiority complex while he was growing up.
Of course, that's just a wild guess, and perhaps he enjoys slapping his lovers and violently fucking them regardless of those reasons.
I'm not saying that smooth men can't be manly!
After all, Felix is smooth as a baby, yet he's very dominant!
I told Rob to stop slapping me, and then he attempted again to mess with my hole violently. I decided that as far as "how bad it could be?", the answer was "unimaginably horrible!"
"I'm done," I announced and walked back to my beach towel.
"Come on, Theon!" Rob protested. "Do you know how many years I've waited for a chance to fuck you?"
"Seven," I thought to myself. "It's been seven years since our first Grindr chat, and even in another 70 years, I still wouldn't want you near my hole!"
When Rob was getting ready to ejaculate last week, I watched him because, regardless of his tiny penis, I always enjoy seeing cum shots.
I knew that by watching him, I was encouraging him to keep trying to gain access to my ass in the future. However, I couldn't resist the temptation because I'd seen Rob experiencing an orgasm before.
His bald cock shoots long, powerful cum shots.
"Look at me, Theon, this is for you!" he moaned, and I knew he was about to drain his balls.
"He is a nice guy," I thought to myself. "I might as well help him experience a stronger orgasm."
I raised my leg and exposed my love hole for Rob.
"Fuck! I want to breed that hole!" he yelled and, just after, shot over ten cum shots into the shallow pools while still staring at my dark hole.
I know that by showing him my love hole immediately before ejaculating, I've invited him to try to seduce me the next time he sees my ass at the beach.
However, I don't regret it.
Even though he's an awful lover, Rob is a nice guy, and I don't mind helping lovely people...