Mar 18, 2023

We all fear rejection but lose so many opportunities because of it!

Updated: Apr 6, 2023

Before continuing the story about sexy Ethan, I want to address this comment:

"So you live in Israel. Isn't it illegal to be gay? You can be killed just because of that. I could never live in a place like that."

That was perhaps the most inaccurate description of gay life in Israel I've ever read.

Israel is a western, liberal country!

The gay nudist beach is an excellent example of that:

And now, back to hairy Ethan and our encounter at the Purim party:

Here's how my previous blog post, where I mentioned Ethan, ended:

"Suddenly, I feared that we'd already fucked. It would have been embarrassing not to remember getting fucked by such a hot guy. "

In case you haven't read it, click on the link below:

Do you also feel depressed after a very enjoyable night?

"I can't believe it," Ethan laughed.

"In 2016, I was a waiter at a vegan restaurant, and you used to have lunch there once a week. I was so attracted to you, but also in the closet. I was certain a hot guy like you would reject me regardless."

At first, I was shocked that he'd thought I'd reject someone as beautiful as him.

But then I remembered I'm the same way.

It doesn't matter how often potential sex partners tell me I'm good-looking, fuckable, and handsome.

Even the countless messages I receive don't boost my confidence:

I'm still afraid to make the first move when I see someone I'd like to get fucked by.

Like Ethan, I'm always sure I'll be rejected.

Even the following mature stud was surprised after I'd shown interest in him:

"Being an older man, I'm honored you are interested in me! "

Why wouldn't I be interested in him? He's so fucking hot!

He's lean, and his cock is incredible:

Hiss pink penis would fit so nicely inside my tight hole:

The following day Ethan told me that he hadn't eaten meat since he was 12.

As he's now 32, that's 20 years without eating meat (including fish). He became vegan when he turned 18 and is muscular and beautiful.

I last ate meat (or fish), dairy products, and eggs 12 years ago.

Examining my body, you can see that it has kept me lean and muscular:

My testosterone level is off the charts too.

I need to drain my balls daily because of it!

"I remember you! I always thought you were the cutest waiter." I told Ethan.

"No way!" Ethan said.

"I never forget a doll face and a beautiful smile like yours," I explained. "However, I was certain that you were straight."

"Fuck! I can't believe it's you," he said with a sparkle in his eyes. "I used to jerk off dreaming of fucking you!"

We resumed kissing, but he shoved his left hand into my shorts this time.

We both moaned.

Then he said: "Your ass is just like I'd imagined. It's so smooth!"

Then, without hesitation, he reached for my crack.

He quickly found my cum hole and started feeling it. I was embarrassed because I knew my ass and hole were sweaty.

Ethan didn't seem to care.

He danced with me while his fingers were massaging my hole.

He then pushed his right hand into my shorts and firmly held my ass.

Ethan's belt prevented me from shoving my hand into his crack.

Still, I felt his ass was hairy, just like his chest. Later, I found out that I was right!

In other words, his ass was indeed hairy and perfect!

Ethan kept one hand in my sweaty crack, massaging my submissive hole.

He attempted to move the other to my hairy, hard cock.

But then I put a stop to it. Playing with my hard cock in public was too extreme, even for me!

I also feared I might ejaculate.

My underwear was already soaked with precum.

Ethan took his hands out of my shorts and smelled his fingers.

"I'm not going to wash my hands until we meet again," he promised me. "This is like a dream come true!"

I laughed, kissed him, and kissed his fingers that had pleasured my hole.

"I still can't believe it," he told me before leaving.

"Do you want to stay in touch?"

"Are you kidding me?" I asked. "If you fuck as you kiss, I'll never let go of you!"

We exchanged phone numbers, and he was gone.

I was wondering if we'd stay in touch. Since he took party drugs, I knew the entire experience might seem weird to him the following day.

However, it didn't.

Though we just messaged each other by text and voice, each conversation was more stimulating than the former.

Even though we didn't exchange nude photos, our conversations were very erotic.

After two days, he said, after I'd mentioned that I always wear a jock, "Prove it!"

"I can't," I responded. "I'm at work."

"I'm sure you'll find a way!"

I went to the toilets and took this photo for him:

After admiring my fuckable ass, he said "I love it that you're so sleazy and yet sensual."

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"Most guys are sleazy in a disgusting way, but with you, it's so erotic."

"You're very perceptive," I told him. "It's interesting that you recognized that I am sleazy."

"Come on, Theon! You know you radiate sex, but in a good way!"

That night, I was playing a video game in the movie room when Ethan messaged me:

"I can't stop thinking about you and your hot ass!"

"Prove it!" I told him.

He responded by sending me a photo of his hard cock.

It was the first time I'd seen it.

It was so hairy, thick, and beautiful. I could feel my cum hole becoming loose just from looking at his breeding device.

I sent him this photo in response:

"Before I fuck and breed you, I'm going to suck you for a long time," he promised me.

It wasn't the right time to tell him I don't like my cock sucked or touched.

Especially since he quickly took his clothes off and took a photo of his hairy body, hard cock, and adorable smile.

"Theon, get naked! I want us to jerk!"

"I'm already naked and jerking," I told him.

"Prove it!"

I sent him this photo:

"You're not jerking, though..." he said.

I sent him this video in response:

And also this one:

"Well, you're jerking but not naked!"

"It's a cold night!" I explained.

"I want you to be naked and photograph your hole for me," he demanded.

To persuade me, he sent me several videos demonstrating how he masturbated his terrific hairy cock while moaning my name, holding his stunning balls, and talking about fucking me.

I was happy that Ethan was so hairy and somewhat dark-skinned.

Even 76-year-old hairy testicles turn me on!

In contrast, I'm rarely attracted to a bald cock...

... even a gorgeous uncut tool like this one:

I like that I look so different from hairy, dark-skinned Ethan.

I'm mostly smooth, and my skin is fair.

"Baby, please show me your hole," Ethan begged.

I decided that it would be more appropriate if he saw my fuck hole when we first fuck. After all, he'd already played with it at the party.

Therefore, I sent him this photo that reveals only some of my cum hole:

He sent me another video showing how thick and red his cock had become.

I could tell that seeing my hole had thickened and darkened his cock.

My cock also gets like that when I'm about to ejaculate:

"Theon! I need you. I want you so bad! I'm so close!"

"Me too!"

"I prefer if we don't send videos of us ejaculating. I want you to see how my cock ejaculates only when we fuck."

I agreed, even though I'd probably only feel and not see his cock ejaculating because he would be breeding me.

"Send me something special, please! Something that will make me shoot instantly!"

I sent him this video of me wanking, moaning, and saying his name.

"You're so sexy, but I want to see your ass when I shoot."

I took this final video for him, and he shot his load instantaneously:

I shot my seed right after him:

Why haven't we fucked yet?

Ethan lives in Tel Aviv, which is far away from my apartment.

We might meet at another gay party next weekend.

If that doesn't happen, then we will fuck for sure when Felix takes a vacation abroad in mid-April.

I might even offer him my fuck hole while hiking during that time!